Doubtful You...

I often times doubt myself.

I doubt whether I can really do something or not.

You wouldn't know it if you just saw me walking by.

I'm good at hiding my insecurities.

I'm not sure if I'm cut out for the ministry.

I see my peers, hear their conversations, watch how much they read...

and I think to myself...why don't I do that?

Why don't I think the way they think?

Why don't I ask the questions they ask?

But then I remember, I'm doing fine.

I'm thinking at my own personal level.

I don't need to compare myself to them...

I'm not them...

And then I smile,

keep pressing on,

thinking...dreaming...reaching...